Choosing to be Happy
It is easy to be happy with the weather we are having these days. Sunny and seventies with flowers in bloom. The school season is wrapping up, though I doubt that it will ever really wrap up for us with all the summer work books I've a crewed, summer camp to plan and plenty of books to read. There is much to be thankful for.
I went to the doctors yesterday, I was spotting and it still irked me that I was not feeling ill. The results were less than complimentary. There was a sack in there, bunt was empty. No yolk sack or amniotic fluid that the specialist could see.
"It is not measuring up to where it should be...it is much smaller. When was your last period again??"
She already knew, but was checking up in hopes it was still early.
The doctors said to wait two more weeks but that it was a 50/50 chance really. Too early to tell what was to happen.
But it's okay. The sun is shining, I have two gorgeous girls I am blessed to stay home with. They both get to enjoy dance classes and Elly, her piano lessons. I'm homeschooling and we are enjoying this gorgeous weather. And I get to type this in my backyard in the golden sun.
So even if there isn't a real baby inside of me. I am happy and grateful for what I've got.